📖 📄 📘 Yēhéhuá (Jehovah 耶和华 耶和華) Zhēnde (Zhēn·de Really · ’s 真的) wèi (for 为 為/爲) Wǒ (Me 我) Zuòle (Zuò·le {Has Done} · [indicates a change] 做了) Hěn (Very 很) Duō (Much 多)

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📖 📄 📘 Cóng (from 从 從) 14 suì ({years (of age)} 岁 歲/嵗) kāishǐ (kāi·shǐ opening · beginning 开始 開始),

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00:00:09,780 → 00:00:14,785
📖 📄 📘 xiǎo ({(when I) was little} → [(when I) was young] 小) shíhou (shí·hou {(particular) time’s} · season’s 时候 時候) nèixiē (nèi·xiē that · {indefinite number of} → [those] 那些) tòngkǔ (tòng·kǔ painful · bitter 痛苦) de (’s 的) jīnglì (jīng·lì {gone through} · experiences 经历 經歷) ràng ({were making} 让 讓) wǒ (me 我) kuàiyào (kuài·yào {quickly → [soon]} · need 快要) bēngkuì (bēng·kuì {to collapse} · {to break down} → [to fall apart] 崩溃 崩潰) le ([indicates a change] 了).

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📖 📄 📘 Wǒ (I 我) zǒng (always 总 總/縂) juéde (jué·de {to wake to → [to feel]} · got → [got to feel] 觉得 覺得), fāshēng (fā·shēng {issued forth} · {came to life} → [happened] 发生 發生) zài (on 在) wǒ (me 我) shēnshang (shēn·shang {body → [self]} · upon 身上) de (’s 的) shì (things 事) dōu (all 都) shì (were 是) wǒ de ((wǒ me 我) (de ’s 的) → [my]) cuò ({being staggered} → [error] → [fault] 错 錯).

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📖 📄 📘 Wǒ (I 我) yě (also 也) céngjīng (céng·jīng had · {gone through} 曾经 曾經) shìguo (shì·guo trying · {having passed} → [having tried] 试过 試過) zìshā (zì·shā self · {to kill} → [to take (my) own life] 自杀 自殺).

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📖 📄 📘 Xiǎo ({(when I) was little} → [(when I) was young] 小) shíhou (shí·hou {(particular) time} · season 时候 時候), wǒ (I 我) bèi ([passive signifier] → [by] 被) yí (one 一) ge ([mw] 个 個/个) hé (with 和 和/龢) wǒmen (wǒ·men our · [pl] 我们 我們) jiā (family 家) hěn ({very much} 很) shóu ({was ripe} → [was familiar] 熟) de (’s 的) rén (person 人) xìng (naturally → [sexually] 性) qīnhài (qīn·hài {was infringed on} · {was harmed} → [was abused] 侵害).

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📖 📄 📘 Zhèyàng (Zhè·yàng this · kind 这样 這樣) de (’s 的) qíngkuàng (situation 情况 情況) chíxùle (chí·xù·le held · continued · {to completion} 持续了 持續了) hǎojǐ (hǎo·jǐ good · several 好几 好幾) nián (years 年 年/秊).

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📖 📄 📘 Wǒ (I 我) bùgǎn (bù·gǎn not · {did dare} 不敢) gàosu ({to tell} 告诉 告訴) biéren (bié·ren another · person 别人 別人),

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📖 📄 📘 lián ({linking to} → [even] 连 連) bàba (bà·ba (my) pa·pa 爸爸) wǒ (I 我) yě (also 也) bùgǎn (bù·gǎn not · {did dare} 不敢) shuō ({to speak to} 说 說/説).

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📖 📄 📘 Wǒ (I 我) zhuāngzuò (zhuāng·zuò {acted → [pretended]} · {(it) to be} (that) 装做 裝做) shénme (shén·me {what → [any]} · [suf] 什么 什/甚麼) shìqing (shì·qing thing · situation 事情) dōu (all 都) méi ({had not} 没 沒) fāshēng (fā·shēng {issued forth} · {come to life} → [happened] 发生 發生).

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📖 📄 📘 Wǒ (I 我) jìde (jì·de {to remember} · get → [remember] 记得 記得) cóng (from 从 從) xiǎo ({(time of) being little} 小) dào ({up until} 到) dà ({(time of) being big} → [(time of) being grown] 大),

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📖 📄 📘 bàba (bà·ba pa·pa 爸爸) zhǎoguo (zhǎo·guo {looking for} · passed → [looked for] 找过 找過) hǎo (good → [very] 好) duō (many 多) bùtóng (bù·tóng not · {the same} → [different] 不同) de (’s 的) zōngjiào (zōng·jiào {schools of thought} · teachings → [religions] 宗教).

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📖 📄 📘 Yǒu ({(there) was having} 有) yì (one 一) tiān (sky → [day] 天), Yēhéhuá (Jehovah’s 耶和华 耶和華) Jiànzhèngrén (Jiàn·zhèng·rén {Have Seen} · Evidence · People → [Witnesses] 见证人 見證人) lái (came 来 來) qiāo ({knocking on} 敲) wǒmen (wǒ·men our · [pl] 我们 我們) jiā (home 家) de (’s 的) mén (door 门 門).

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📖 📄 📘 Wǒ (I 我) kànchū (kàn·chū saw · out 看出) tāmen (tā·men he/she · [pl] → [they] 他们 他們) hěn ({very much} 很) chéngkěn ({were sincere} 诚恳 誠懇),

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📖 📄 📘 hěn ({very much} 很) zūnzhòng (zūn·zhòng {were respecting} · {were (viewing/treating as) weighty} 尊重) biéren (bié·ren other · people 别人 別人),

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📖 📄 📘 yě (also 也) hěn ({very much} 很) xiǎng ({were wanting} 想) jiāo ({to teach} 教) wǒmen (wǒ·men us · [pl] 我们 我們) rènshi (rèn·shi (to get) {to recognize} · {to know} 认识 認識) Yēhéhuá (Jehovah 耶和华 耶和華) hé ({(together) with} → [and] 和 和/龢) Shèngjīng (Shèng·jīng (the) Holy · Scriptures → [the Bible] 圣经 聖經).

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📖 📄 📘 Wǒ (I 我) cóng (from 从 從) Shèngjīng (Shèng·jīng (the) Holy · Scriptures → [the Bible] 圣经 聖經) zhīdào (zhī·dào {(got to) know} · {(the) way (of)} → [(got to) know] 知道)

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📖 📄 📘 Yēhéhuá (Jehovah 耶和华 耶和華) huì (will 会 會) qiānzhe (qiān·zhe {leading along (by holding the hand, etc.)} · be → [be leading along (by holding the hand, etc.)] 牵着 牽着/著) wǒ de ((wǒ me 我) (de ’s 的) → [my]) yòushǒu (yòu·shǒu right · hand 右手),

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📖 📄 📘 fúchí (fú·chí {support with the hand} · {hold → [support]} → [support] 扶持) wǒ (me 我), bāngzhù (help 帮助 幫助) wǒ (me 我) jiānqiáng (jiān·qiáng {to be firm} · {to be strong} 坚强 堅強) qilai (qi·lai up · {to come} 起来 起來).

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📖 📄 📘 Zhè (this 这 這) ràng (made 让 讓) wǒ (me 我) hěn (very 很) jīngyà (jīng·yà startled · astonished 惊讶 驚訝)!

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📖 📄 📘 Wǒ (I 我) dì‐yī ((dì [pref to form ordinal numbers] 第)‐(yī one 一) → [first]) cì (time 次) qù ({went to} 去) jùhuì (meeting 聚会 聚會) de (’s 的) shíhou ({(particular) time} 时候 時候),

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📖 📄 📘 jiù (then 就) gǎnshòu (gǎnshòu felt · received → [felt] 感受) dào ({arriving at} 到) nàli (nà·li that · inside → [there] 那里 那裡/裏) de (’s 的) qìfēn (qì·fēn {air → [atmosphere]} · atmosphere → [atmosphere] 气氛 氣氛) hěn ({very much} 很) wēnnuǎn ({was warm} 温暖 溫暖).

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📖 📄 📘 Dàjiā (Dà·jiā big · family → [everyone] 大家) dōu (all 都) hěn ({very much} 很) yǒu (had 有) àixīn (ài·xīn loving · hearts → [love] 爱心 愛心), hěn ({very much} 很) zhēnchéng (zhēn·chéng {was genuine} · {was sincere} 真诚 真誠).

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📖 📄 📘 Wǒ (I 我) zài (at 在) nàli (nà·li that · inside → [there] 那里 那裡/裏) juéde (jué·de {to wake to → [to feel]} · got → [got to feel] 觉得 覺得) fēicháng (fēi·cháng un·usually → [very] 非常) ānxīn (ān·xīn {(of) calm} · heart → [at ease] 安心).

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📖 📄 📘 Yēhéhuá (Jehovah 耶和华 耶和華) zhēnde (zhēn·de truly · ’s 真的) wèi (for 为 為/爲) wǒ (me 我) zuòle (zuò·le {has done} · [indicates a change] 做了) hěn (very 很) duō (much 多),

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📖 📄 📘 suǒyǐ (suǒ·yǐ {that which} · {is the reason} → [so] 所以) wǒ (I 我) yě (also 也) hěn ({very much} 很) xiǎng (want 想) jìnlì (jìn·lì {to expend to the limit} · strength → [to try my best] 尽力 盡力)

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📖 📄 📘 bāngzhù ({to help} 帮助 幫助) biéren (bié·ren other · people 别人 別人) gēn (with 跟) tā (him 他) zuò ({to become} 做) péngyou (friends 朋友).

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📖 📄 📘 Guòqù (Guò·qù past · gone 过去 過去) 12 nián (years 年 年/秊),

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📖 📄 📘 wǒ (my 我) dà bùfen ((dà {(comparatively) big} → [greater] 大) (bù·fen part · portion 部分/份) → [majority]) de (’s 的) shíjiān (shí·jiān {(particular) times} · between → [time] 时间 時間)

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📖 📄 📘 dōu (even 都) yònglái (yòng·lái {has been used} · {to come} 用来 用來) bāngzhù ({to help} 帮助 幫助) rén (people 人) rènshi (rèn·shi (to get) {to recognize} · {to know} 认识 認識) Shèngjīng (Shèng·jīng (the) Holy · Scriptures → [the Bible] 圣经 聖經).

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00:02:00,224 → 00:02:02,643
📖 📄 📘 Wǒ de ((Wǒ me 我) (de ’s 的) → [my]) rénshēng (rén·shēng human · life 人生) bú (not 不) shì (is 是) wánměi (wán·měi complete · beautiful → [perfect] 完美) de (’s 的).

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00:02:02,643 → 00:02:06,939
📖 📄 📘 Wǒ (I 我) háishi (hái·shi still · {am being} → [still] 还是 還是) chángcháng (cháng·cháng often · often 常常) huì (will 会 會) xiǎngqi (xiǎng·qi think · up → [recall] 想起) yǐqián (yǐ·qián {from this point} · before 以前) fāshēng (fā·shēng {issued forth} · {came to life} → [happened] 发生 發生) de (’s 的) shì (things 事),

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00:02:06,939 → 00:02:09,608
📖 📄 📘 měi (each 每) cì (time 次) dōu ({each one} 都) yào (must 要) hěn ({very much} 很) nǔlì (nǔ·lì exert · strength 努力) cái ({only then} 才 才/纔) néng ({will be able} 能) kàngjù (kàng·jù {to fight} · {to ward off} 抗拒)

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00:02:09,608 → 00:02:12,236
📖 📄 📘 nèixiē (nèi·xiē that · {indefinite number of} → [those] 那些) fùmiàn (fù·miàn {carried on the back/shoulders → [negative]} · {face → [side]} 负面 負面) de (’s 的) qíngxù (qíng·xù emotion · threads → [emotions] 情绪 情緒) hé ({(together) with} → [and] 和 和/龢) xiǎngfa (xiǎng·fa thinking · ways 想法).

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00:02:13,445 → 00:02:15,698
📖 📄 📘 Yǒu ({(there) are having} 有) shíhou ({(particular) times} 时候 時候) wǒ (I 我) xūyào (need 需要) qǐlai (qǐ·lai {to get up} · {to come} 起来 起來)

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00:02:15,698 → 00:02:18,867
📖 📄 📘 zhǎo ({to look for} 找) xiē ({indefinite number of} → [some] 些) shì (things 事) zuò ({to do} 做), huò (or 或) zuò ({to do} 做) diǎn ({a spot of} → [a little] 点 點) yùndòng (yùn·dòng transporting · moving → [exercising] 运动 運動).

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00:02:19,493 → 00:02:23,414
📖 📄 📘 Měi (every 每) yí (one 一) cì (time 次) nèixiē (nèi·xiē that · {indefinite number of} → [those] 那些) tòngkǔ (tòng·kǔ painful · bitter 痛苦) de (’s 的) huíyì (huí·yì {circlings back} · rememberings → [memories] 回忆 回/迴憶) yòu (again 又) fúxiàn (fú·xiàn float · {to appear} → [emerge] 浮现 浮現) de (’s 的) shíhou ({(particular) time} 时候 時候),

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00:02:23,414 → 00:02:27,334
📖 📄 📘 wǒ (I 我) jiù (then 就) hǎoxiàng (hǎo·xiàng {well → [very much]} · {am like} 好像/象) zài (then 在) kàn (watching 看) yí (one 一) bù ([mw for large books, films, machines, vehicles, etc.] 部) hěn (very 很) bēicǎn (bēi·cǎn sad · tragic 悲惨 悲慘) de (’s 的) yǐngpiàn (yǐng·piàn images · {slice → [mw]} → [movie] 影片).

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📖 📄 📘 Zhè ({at this} 这 這) shíhou ({(particular) time} 时候 時候) xūyào ({(I) need} 需要) xiǎng ({to think of} 想) bànfǎ (bàn·fǎ handling · way 办法 辦法) zhuǎn ({to turn} → [to change] 转 轉) tái (platform → [broadcasting station] 台 台/臺).

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📖 📄 📘 Wǒ (I 我) xǐhuan (xǐ·huan like · enjoy 喜欢 喜歡) dào ({arriving at} 到) hǎibiān (hǎi·biān sea·side → [beach] 海边 海邊) qù ({to go} 去) gēn (to 跟) Shàngdì (Shàng·dì Above’s · {Emperor → [God]} → [God] 上帝) dǎogào (dǎo·gào {to pray} · {to request | to tell} → [to pray] 祷告 禱告).

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📖 📄 📘 Zhè (this 这 這) ràng (makes 让 讓) wǒ (me 我) juéde (jué·de {to wake to → [to feel]} · get → [get to feel] 觉得 覺得) gēn (with 跟) Yēhéhuá (Jehovah 耶和华 耶和華) hěn (very 很) qīnjìn (close 亲近 親近).

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📖 📄 📘 Rènshi (Rèn·shi (coming) {to recognize} · {to know} 认识 認識) Yēhéhuá (Jehovah 耶和华 耶和華), ràng ({has made} 让 讓) wǒ de ((wǒ me 我) (de ’s 的) → [my]) rénshēng (rén·shēng human · life 人生) biànde (biàn·de change · {to get} 变得 變得) hěn ({very much} 很) yǒu ({to be having} 有) yìyì (yì·yì meaning · significance 意义 意義).

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00:02:51,025 → 00:02:53,485
📖 📄 📘 Wǒ (I 我) jìde (jì·de {to remember} · get → [(get to) remember] 记得 記得) Shàngdì (Shàng·dì Above’s · {Emperor → [God]} → [God] 上帝) bǎozhèng (bǎo·zhèng guaranteed · testified 保证 保證) shuō (saying 说 說/説)

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📖 📄 📘 jiānglái (jiāng·lái (in what) {is going to} · come → [in the future] 将来 將來) tā (he 他) yào (must → [will] 要) gēngxīn (gēng·xīn change · {to be new} 更新) yíqiè (yí·qiè {one (whole)} · {corresponding (set)} → [all (things)] 一切),

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📖 📄 📘 yòu (also 又) shuō (saying 说 說/説) cóngqián (cóng·qián from · before 从前 從前) de (’s 的) shì (things 事) búzài (bú·zài not · anymore 不再) yǒu ({will have} 有) rén (people 人) huíxiǎng (huí·xiǎng {circling back} · {to think about (them)} → [recalling (them)] 回想),

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📖 📄 📘 yě (also 也) búzài (bú·zài not · anymore 不再) yǒngshang (yǒng·shang {will well up} · upon 涌上 湧上) xīntóu (xīn·tóu heart · {head → [suf]} → [heart] 心头 心頭).

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00:03:02,453 → 00:03:04,788
📖 📄 📘 Wǒ (I 我) fēicháng (fēi·cháng un·usually → [very much] 非常) qīdài (qī·dài {hope for} · {wait for} → [look forward to] 期待) nà (that 那) yi (one 一) tiān (sky → [day] 天),

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📖 📄 📘 yě (also 也) hěn ({very much} 很) gǎnxiè (gǎn·xiè feel · {to thank for} → [give thanks for] 感谢 感謝) Shàngdì (Shàng·dì Above’s · {Emperor → [God]} → [God] 上帝) de (’s 的) zhèige (zhèi·ge this · [mw] 这个 這個) yīngxǔ (promising → [promise] 应许 應許). 🔼